as I stare through the window
barely focusing
too many thoughts flooding my mind.
lots of highs
a sprinkle of lows
but nothing you can’t rewind
drive for new endeavours
challenges embraced with fervour
uncertainty of the what
being in the moment
realisation of the good things I’ve got
showing gratitude
simple pleasures
greater achievements
letting go, always the letting go
breathing with purpose
more writing to record
memories enjoyed
holding back from the void
interrupted good days becoming trouble
slow energy days kicking the negativity rubble
no longer afraid desperate to jump in
new year excited watch me swim
2020 clear vision
