the umbrella turned inside out

as a massive gust of wind shook it violently about

reluctant to bare her uncovered fingers to the cold

she cuff covered held onto it tightly yanking it back to shape

a surge of anger brewed, these sort of days she did hate

never ready, never prepared for it

they always began badly and rarely got better

time to get in control and show some grit

whose the boss “that’s me” she shouted out loud instead of quietly in her head

but it felt good, it felt bold she no longer was seeing red

she laughed at herself and her mouth gave the biggest smile

how easy it was to push that painful anger hurt away

she hoped she would learn and remember how easy another day